happy?

it is a subjective thing to ponder about.

make happy.

make happiness even if it's a littlest thing. like listening to my daughter 'public speaking' before she goes to bed.

or materialistic thing like, getting a new pink laptop *it does make my heart fluffier a bit

i tried to avoid getting new things to make happiness. money can buy happiness, but only for a while. like this new lappy. im stoked with its neon pink color and how i can access lots of vibrant graphic websites unlike my old lappy but when the lappy is shut down...back to zero yo. like i said, its for a while. nothing lasts in this world. nothing will. like any other thing in life like wealth, love and heck, life itself.

sorry i blabber blabber blabber. self monologue in 4 in the morning. actually i am quite loss. i dunno whats the purpose of getting new lappy anyway. i feel like i lost the cause. like any other million things going on in your life syareena. im just following the dogma like any normal person would.



be everyone's ray of sunshine. be someone's else happiness. fake everything. life is short anyway.